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Friday, January 13, 2012 9:26 PM

This few days has been bad for me, i think my relationship with my boyfriend is bad! It just happened one night when i asked him whether the both of us are suitable for each other. I know it's the stupidest thing couple shouldn't say to each other but i was really curious about the answer. And so he replied that he was gonna respect whatever decision im gonna make. My first reaction was WHAT THE HELL! Because it sounds like he is already prepared to leave me, it's just a matter of time.

I dont know whether this applies to all guy or only him. Before relationship and after relationship is totally different thing. Before relationship, he always message me either morning or night. He would ask me what i'm doing, had my dinner etc. It's kind of annoying but it's sweet ^^ But when we get together, well first few months was awesome and i call it the honeymoon period. Sweet messages and lots of meet ups we have <3 But as time passes and school reopens, things started to change. Lesser text, lesser meet ups. I can't put all the blame on him, i think im partially at fault too.. I maybe a failed girlfriend too, who knows..

Well, feeling kinda sad now. More of mix feeling like salad, cant express this indescribable feeling.. I'm trying to put on a happy and cheerful face in front of my friends and classmates. Joke around and laughing like mad but deep inside me, i'm thinking about it 24/7..

I haven broke up yet, i dont know whether we are still gonna make it..