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TROLLING on Tinder

Tuesday, December 1, 2015 9:27 PM


Everyone knows Tinder is an online dating app, or some know it as to look for sex partners. 
So my boyfriend downloaded Tinder on his phone, and my first reaction was WTF? Is he for real? I was mad because why do you need a dating app when you're attached with ME? I consulted him immediately, and he told me he use this app to troll girls together with is best friend, K. 
K apparently uses my boyfriend profile ( pic and name ) to disturb girls that super liked them back. Disturbing I mean like talking real dirty, almost the intention of asking for sex or meet up. He told me the mastermind was K and he didn't type those messages. K uses his account to disturb other girls. Btw, K is attached as well. 
I DON'T GET WHY ATTACHED MEN LIKE TO DO SUCH THING, SHAME ON YOU! THINK FOR YOUR GIRLFRIEND WILL YA? It's pissing me off so much even though I've told my boyfriend that I really don't like the idea of it. Why can't K use his own account to disturb other girls? Why use my boyfriend's account? For fuck seriously 
Well my boyfriend tried to make me feel better by changing his profile picture to a picture of us. Maybe his intention was harmless, maybe he really just want to troll other girls. But I just can't help it when my boyfriend (or K) is talking dirty to other girls. Like my boyfriend's profile picture is there and he's talking. You just help but to think it's him typing. I don't know who is typing what but it's just unbearable to even read it. IT DISGUST ME MUCH. 
I was so pissed that I went to download Tinder as well to see him any guys hit on me and talk dirty. Yeah, few guys did super liked me, but I have to liked back in order to start a conversation. I saw a few good looking ones and have the super strong urge to super liked back, but something seems to be stopping me. It's like I'm doing something against my conscience so I didn't like in the end. After a few days, I deleted the app. It's disgusting how it reminded me of what he have done. 
I don't blame him but more on K. If not for his stupid idea, I wouldn't have been so mad. Totally change my impression towards him, disgusting jerk. Not only you dirty talk to those girls, but also ignore how your girlfriend will feel. It's like doing those sex phone calls where people call to hear those sexual talking and noises. Whenever you type down those dirty talking, don't you think about your girlfriend? Your trolling may have gone too far. Yes I'm traditional, I definitely cannot tolerate such nasty behaviour

Jealousy

9:04 PM


 I guess this word is not stranger to most of the girls, bet they came across this word several times.  
Well, jealousy is normal in relationship. We all came across situation whereby your partner is talking or hanging out with some other girls that you don't really fancy about. 
My boyfriend has quite a handful of female friends, while on the other hand I don't. So most of the time I'm the one being jealous instead of him. 
We have been together for about 3.5 years, and I'm still having jealousy problems. Whenever he talks to girls or hang out with them, I tend to have this uneasy feeling within me. I just dislike my boyfriend hanging out with other female friends. And I know that's being very selfish of me. He knew about it, cause I always tell him that I don't like it. Okay, not all his female friends, just 1 or 2 that are really kind of an eye sore. 
Reason why I always have jealousy problem is because I'm not perfect. Anyone could replace me easily. I fear that he may find someone who he can clique better with, someone who is better looking, fitter looking than me that could steal his heart. I'm not saying I don't trust him, I trust him but I don't trust the girls around him. Anything could happen right? Even though we have been together for so long. He could be bored of seeing me and may want a change of flavour? It's those fear that keeps me having this uneasy feeling whenever he hangs out with his female friends.


Sometimes I really want to spike him as well by hanging out with my guy friends but sadly, I don't have much. Those that I have are mutual friends as him, so he doesn't care about it since he knows them. My aim to find one guy best friend in Uni kind of fail, and I've given up. Not the most sociable person ever, it's hard for me to make friends.
Until recently, I kind of realize that I'm being really childish by restricting or discouraging my boyfriend from hanging out with his female friends.Well, if someone really want to steal him away from me and he blindly follows, then so be it. This proves that his heart is not standing strong with me, and what's the point of continuing this relationship? Preventing so much doesn't help, it's up to individual's determination to sustain this relationship. If it's meant to be, we will be together in the end.