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Just a typical teenager. I love to eat!
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Thursday, January 26, 2012 8:43 PM
I have no idea why my ex boyfriend is still stuck in my head. It's kinda miserable for me cause im trying to forget you but everything i do can be link to you! When i take train, when i eat subway, when i you appear on my twitter timeline? Why are you appearing ? i'm trying to be friend with you but i think it's kinda hard. I dont want to unfollow you, i just want things to get back like the time before we meet.. Pure friendship :)
I hope for my next relationship, i can really find a guy who treasure & cherish me, and most importantly is love me :) I dont expect really high, i just need someone to care for me, someone to stay with me, someone who can comfort me when im sad. I just a reliable guy who really love me and just simple love. No sex, just pure sweet love :)
Non stop dating!
Saturday, January 21, 2012 9:14 PM
Thursday our class went out for a date again and we call it CHOMP CHOMP DATE <3 Let's start from the start of the lesson. Cut my hair today so i keep on camwhoring with teresa! HAHAHAHA! Seldom got chance my hair that perfect so i keep spamming and i had lots of fun! Next we started playing with masking tape! We each wrote something about someone and paste it on their back. Mine was GluttonNi, haha! IT WAS FUN :)
After school, we played true or dare at class before leaving to chomp chomp. Asked about the first impression and current impression of the people playing, kinda interesting and i found out that my first impression to everyone is QUIET.. Hahaha, but i dont think i'm actually quiet. Once you know me, i'm noisy and you might even want to stay away from me :P
Finally, we start walking our way to the MRT station. On the train, we played gobackjump. It's kinda embarrassing but with this big bunch of people, it's awesome! <3 After changing trains, take bus.. WE FINALLY REACH :) Yayyy!
Once table is found, we started to attack the whole place and start ordering the food! We got Stingray, Sotong, Kang Kong, Lala, Oyster Omelet, chicken wing and others! It's an awesome night with my beloved tetris siao ^^ After meal, I cab home with wilson, teresa and zoey. It was indeed a tirng day but it was totally worth it <3
Overall, that was an awesome day<3
Snap, we broke up..
Wednesday, January 18, 2012 8:11 PM
Somehow, we just ended our relationship yesterday night. I admit, I teared because it's my first love and I really did once love him. Those memories are just so sweet and unforgettable. I would definitely keep those memories but I'm not intending to remember this relationship.
Im kinda having a phobia to guys? I'm just to afraid to fall in love. Guys are like that, before and after are completely two different thing. During the chasing period, they could be the sweetest person on earth! Sending you text every minute, greeting you good morning and good night. After getting her, it still remain the same but much more sweeter. But i dont know why, as time go pass it gets more and more bland. Almost seems tasteless..
I'm afraid that i will always get the wrong guy. I really hope to meet my right one and last long with him. I want to experience the feeling of being love every single minute! I think i'm asking for too much, hahaha! I mean, isn't this every girl's dream? Please let it come true :)
I'm still waiting..
Tuesday, January 17, 2012 8:10 PM
It's been 5 days since he last message me. So what? He is ready to leave me? No replies, no call, not even a tweet or whatever? F**K YOU LAH! Okay, im sorry but i was really disappointed in him. I tot in his eyes, I'm someone special that he is willing to fight for.. But i guess i'm nothing in his eyes now..
It's Friday, Black Friday
Friday, January 13, 2012 9:44 PM
Friday 13th today, black Friday. I think i had a really unlucky day. Early in the morning stomach, i tot it was normal but when i reach school then i realized i had my menses. Omg, for the whole day i had terrible cramp. It was really miserable! Next, i got this unknown cut on my thumb and it bleeds. Next, i got choke while eating something spicy. Nearly cough till i vomited. Haiz, what a day it is today!
Shaky like milkshake
9:26 PM
This few days has been bad for me, i think my relationship with my boyfriend is bad! It just happened one night when i asked him whether the both of us are suitable for each other. I know it's the stupidest thing couple shouldn't say to each other but i was really curious about the answer. And so he replied that he was gonna respect whatever decision im gonna make. My first reaction was WHAT THE HELL! Because it sounds like he is already prepared to leave me, it's just a matter of time.
I dont know whether this applies to all guy or only him. Before relationship and after relationship is totally different thing. Before relationship, he always message me either morning or night. He would ask me what i'm doing, had my dinner etc. It's kind of annoying but it's sweet ^^ But when we get together, well first few months was awesome and i call it the honeymoon period. Sweet messages and lots of meet ups we have <3 But as time passes and school reopens, things started to change. Lesser text, lesser meet ups. I can't put all the blame on him, i think im partially at fault too.. I maybe a failed girlfriend too, who knows..
Well, feeling kinda sad now. More of mix feeling like salad, cant express this indescribable feeling.. I'm trying to put on a happy and cheerful face in front of my friends and classmates. Joke around and laughing like mad but deep inside me, i'm thinking about it 24/7..
I haven broke up yet, i dont know whether we are still gonna make it..
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