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Zero confidenceSunday, July 29, 2012 8:30 PM
Confidence is never in my dictionary, I really have no confidence at all #weirdbuttrue. Regardless is it about looks, body, studies, baking and I don't know what else, it's zero. My boyfriend keep telling me I look pretty, i'm not ugly, i'm not fat but I THINK I AM! I swear I'm damn fat, been baking a lot every since this last year semester 2 and yeah, my weight keep rising like really a lot! And how on earth do I look pretty? Come on, there are tons of girls out there who look gorgeous, comparing me to them.. I'm consider nothing..
I don't know why do I feel this way. Sometimes, I feel that i'm not talented in baking. Today I attempted to make profiteroles and I fail terribly :( Wei Ting managed to make a perfect batch for her first attempt and I failed terribly for my first attempt. I feel demotivated and extremely useless! Maybe I'm really just not the baking talent and everyone keep calling me Executive pastry chef (EPC), i feel extremely stress because I'm really not that good at baking. I self learn everything so my baking are not really that excellent as it looks. Sometimes I think I'm quite dumb and useless, yeah and I wonder what my boyfriend see in me. I'm weird, I hate a lot of things (butter, cinnamon, vegetables, sashimi and I eat strawberries (as fruit) but not strawberry products like strawberry ice cream, strawberry drinks etc) So yeah, I'm weird and... urgh!!! I'm an Alien!
#tumblr I can buy cigarettes!8:16 PMOkay.. I'm officially 18 noww! Really enjoyed my birthday and I'm really thankful for my class and tetris siao for making effort to celebrate with me. This year's birthday I really didn't expect much from everyone. I didn't expect some of my classmates bought a super cute cake for me, thank you guys soooo much! :) And tetris siao, I didn't expect much from them Cheryl's birthday was damn happening already so I didn't expect much from tetris siao. Hahaha, but it turn out to be a surprise! I love the board they made it for me and also the roses made by my boyfriend :) I love you guys sooo much! <3For the very first time, I celebrated my birthday with my boy on the actual day somemore! I really enjoyed myself and thanks for making the effort to plan for the dinner. I will never forget the jingle part -.- HAHAHA! 
  
      
 
An awesome 18th birthday that I will never forget :)
Turning legalTuesday, July 24, 2012 8:21 PMIn a few hours time, I'm turning 18!
Hais, how time pass so quickly in just a blink of eye
I've gone through all sweet, sour and bitter moments
And I'm happy with my life right now, I'm not asking for more :)
Family, Yi quan, my girls and Tetris siao, I'm contented
I'm just hoping everything remains the same or better
Less problem, more happy moments!
 CHERYL SWEET 19 :)Saturday, July 21, 2012 10:55 PM
Yesterday was Cheryl's 19th birthday and tetris siao celebrated with her :) First thing in the morning, met up with Yiquan and Tino to school to put up the decorations and wording before Cheryl enter the class.
Wee seng's picture in front of the door, HAHAH!
1st surprise!
I didn't get to see her reaction when she saw the decoration all this but I heard she was surprised :) Then during break, tetris siao went to blind fold her and bring her to Oliva. It was hilarious seeing her being blindfold, hehehe! *mean* No birthday cake for her but we made her profiteroles and it's nice!
2nd surprise, balloons and roses and of course Wee Seng!
3rd surprise, profiteroles made by the girls :)
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We scream for HERSHEYYYY~
 
<3 :)
Birthday girl!
Look how happy she is, haha!
 
   
Tetris siao's epic family photo!
Posing with Wee seng's photo, HAHAHA!
  
With TAN YI QUAN <3
The sweet couple :) I love this picture!
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