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PainWednesday, March 28, 2012 11:43 AMDon't ask me why but I really don't like to reject people. I feel really bad for rejecting people not because I have feelings toward the person or what, but I just don't like to see people get hurt because of me. I feel extremely mean and guilty. This is just one of my weakness I had, urgh! But I cannot don't reject them, things don't always goes by their way. We can't forced things together..Sometimes when I get too stressed up, I will break down. It really dislike the feeling of hurting people, I don't like to hurt people's feeling :( I hate this weakness of mine, it really sucks! Does that mean I have a soft heart? But anyway, special thanks to my lovely girlfriend Chun Xiang, thanks for being my listening ear and always being by my side helping me a lot a lot! Thanks girl, I love you! <3 We are going to mandai!Sunday, March 25, 2012 6:05 PMYes, we are going to Mandai! Not Mandai Columbarium but to the ZOO together with chun xiang, billy and endang! Woke up pretty early but I'm still late, hehe! Off we go!     I love Ah meng, so cute! <3     I didn't realize how messy my hair was until i saw the photos, hais..        It was indeed a tiring and sweaty trip to the Zoo but we definitely had lots of fun! The animals are simply too adorable, I wanna hug them all!
BeautifulTuesday, March 20, 2012 9:23 PMWhen people say I'm pretty, I'm not convinced because I believe I'm not pretty. I don't think I'm pretty.. I don't know, it's just a strong feeling. That moment when I stare myself in the mirror, I'm just ugly shit! That imperfect body, problematic face and that 24/7 messy hair.. how ugly! But when others say there are ugly, I'm always convincing them that they are pretty. I somehow think that people around me all look pretty :) Plus, saying yourself pretty is a little bhb, thick skin.Or maybe it's just the society? People start to blame on the society because they are biased. Omg, I think i'm just not suitable to write such a "essay". Alright, I'm just saying my thinking only... hehe!  Yeah, i'm trying to be convinced by this..
First day @ Work!Saturday, March 17, 2012 11:00 AMYesterday was my first day of work at Swissotel, Banquet. I was seriously nervous & scared ttm! Heartbeating as fast as a Ferrari, Palms non stop sweating and I'm just shaking! When I reach there, the place is like a total stranger filled with strangers. I hate that insecure feeling because I just feel damn lost and uneasy especially when changing. Everyone are with friends and I'm just alone.. Haha, this is society lah! Must learn to adapt and start making friends (:Briefing started and I was totally lost because I don't understand a single thing they said. Thankfully, my partner yesterday was Felix which is Yiquan's friend. Well, as usual I was totally lost while preparing to set up like take ice water, the trays, the I dont know what is it thing etc. 7pm strike and service starts! All the girls went out to the foyer to prepare to serve the cocktails to the guests. Well, this was manageable because I have done it before is just that my hand is aching after holding the tray for so long. Then after that went back in the ballroom and start serving beverage to the guests once they have settled down. For that past few hours was simply a torture! Not because it was tiring or aching, is because THE FOOD LOOK DAMN NICE! Seriously, the food all atas one. I can't believe people didn't finish their Alaska king crab, caviar, salmon? Such a waste! But I manage to steal some of the macaroons thanks to Felix, hahaha! It's heaven!~ My job scope was rather easy, just clearing plates and refilling their drinks. I think is buffet dinner that's why it's easy. Today will be Chinese dinner, I wonder what challenges will I meet... *finger crossed* I don't know!Thursday, March 15, 2012 9:49 PMUrgh, I miss you so much! I..I just miss you...  We are DRCO!Wednesday, March 14, 2012 9:46 PM7th - 9th March is DRCO Pulau Ubin camp which we are kinda forced to go.. But didn't regret because it was fun! :)    My team 3!        Lunch in school  Finally we reached Pulau Ubin and started walking for about 15minutes to our campsite. Once we reached our campsite, we start to build our tents and prepare to cook for dinner before the sky turn dark. First night dinner was maggie noodles! I have no idea why but it tasted heavenly on that night! :D    This cat is enjoying its life      Maggie mee with curry chicken (Y) Our day 1 ended with kayaking briefing and off we went to wash up and sleep. My sleeping partner was Erizza and only both of us in a tent, how shiok! We cannot bath because the toilet got no light and it truly stink to the max. The toilets were either flooded with shit or toilet paper, eww! Halfway thru the night was raining, it was freezing cold! Also not to forget to mention, the campsite we are at has beautiful seaview and the moon is so pretty! It will be awesome to stay there the whole time with your love ones (: Day 2: Woke up early in the morning, perhaps me and partner is the first to wake up among everyone. After everyone awake, start to pack our tents and prepare for kayaking. Had our breakfast, plain white bread/raisin bread and chocolate/vanilla rolls. Then we start to trekked our way to our next campsite which is also our kayaking destination. Bags down and off we start to move the kayak, paddles etc. And so.. our 7 hours kayaking journey starts!  I'm scared of you..     Our 2nd night campsite             Cleaning the kayak     Pitching our tent   Our Luncheon meat chef here  After 7 hours of kayaking, we were all half dead. I'm really thankful yi quan is my partner, if not i sure die le. I keep stopping and let him kayak, muahahaha! After kayaking, seriously you can feel your butt numb and your neck back shoulder arms all aching! Dinner was pasta and luncheon meat specially done by chef Zaniel! It tasted heavenly! Ended our day off with a briefing too. 2nd night around 4am, a heavy downpour and seriously i was freezing like brrr~ Day 3: Finally, last day of camp! We can finally go home and bath, we haven bath for 3 days already and it's really uncomfortable! Same routine, packed our tents and bags and got into our groups for briefing about trekking. We have to read the map and go to at least 8 checkpoints that we have marked. We have to trekked all the way through the 8 journey with the bag felt like X1233456789 heavier than me. It was really terrible because my shoulder and aching like hell and i just felt weak but i managed to reach the final checkpoint with all my remaining energy.       Break time  Yum-Seh!          Look how tired everyone is after the camp, haha! It's definitely tiring, smelly and aching camp BUT! We had fun and I believe everyone had made friend within their groups. Finally reached school. We start to unpack the stuff and start washing and cleaning it up. By the time we are done, then got briefing, give back valuables all this is about 7pm. Pampered myself and the rest of tetris siao with a good meal, KFC!!  WE ARE THE DRCO YO! :)
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