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Just a typical teenager. I love to eat!
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What My Heart Says
Saturday, March 3, 2012 8:28 PM
He keep treating me so nice, I scared I will fall in love with him. I have never been so comfortable with a guy for very long time le. I have never lay on a guy's shoulder, I have never cling a guy's hand, I have never went out with a guy before (except for my ex) & I have never let a guy lay on my lap. There are just so many first time I have done with this guy which is as my friend status. Boyfriend is different. I'm really scared that I will fall for him, he is such a nice guy.. But I really enjoyed hanging out with him even though it's just sitting down by the beach, staring at the sky and enjoying the wind. I will never forget the breakfast we had at the seaside. All this while I have been enjoying all this moment secretly in my heart :)
But I know in his heart, there is always this girl he is waiting for.. She is someone special which can make him happy just by looking at her. I guess I can never be that girl okay, she is irreplaceable. Plus, I'm not even his cup of tea. Or maybe I'm just someone he use to forget that girl.. Guess I should distance with him? What should I do to not fall even deeper? :(
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