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Good FeelingFriday, May 18, 2012 11:19 PMLet's start on how I fall in love with you. I've never told you when I started falling in love with you, haha! You never told me too!I don't know when it started, but it's the day when we started to talk about milkshake. You told me what you guys did, what you did for her during valentine's or her birthday (Playing the song realized)? I can't remember. And I was thinking in my mind, "Aww.. Why is he so sweet and faithful to her girl? I want such a bf too!" And that's the time when I start to have a tiny winy crush on you. You know.. Faithful and sweet guys are attractive! I still remember our long msn conversation. You used to share with me who are your eye candies and giving ratings to them! And I can never forget the prank you played on me using kelvin's account okay! Also, I still remembered you were telling me how sad you are when she broke up with you. You said you wanted to smash your guitar since she left you and you have no one to play for. And we started to became damn close ever since tetris siao chalet. First time ever having breakfast at the beach and it's with you! Haha, I was damn happy at that time to have breakfast with you :) Then during W24L's chalet, you fetch me and send me home :') We went to our first venture together at BB nature park, I admit I was tired but I try to hang on. And silly us, travel all the way to Potong Pasir with almost 2hour journey by bus just to eat Lao Zhong Zhong and you keep asking me to eat the chili! The next day of the venture, we met up and wanted to go Old Airport Road to eat lao ban but it's closed :( But then after that, we went to ECP and I really enjoyed sitting down with you and just enjoy the breezy wind. Then I cling onto your arm and we took a walk. Hais, I miss that moment.. And what brings us even closer is Pulau Ubin camp. Omg, I can never forget that moment when we were at the rock area sitting down! We got warning by Jean that we should act decent, hilarious! Hahaha, at that time I wish time would stop and it would be just me & you :) Last day of camp, the bus journey back to RP, you held onto my hand and we took a nap. Haha, that time I was thinking why did you hold my hand for but I was a willing party :) You insisted to send me home and we hug for the first time. I was feeling so shy yet damn happy lah! 13th of March! We met up to go Swissotel to register for work. After that we went to Old Airport Road to eat lao ban! My first ever lao ban with you :) Then I went up to your house wanting to just pee only but ended up spending hours there. And then you finally confessed. That day was like a fairytale :) And since that day, my life have been awesome! You got to know this, you are a thousand time way better than my ex and perhaps that the reason why it hurt so much when we ended.. It was totally unexpected. I guess I'm like you when you broke up with her, pretending to be happy and smiling all day in school, trying to control my emotions and not bring it to school. Haha, this is call surface acting I guess (: Every time I see you, memories starts coming back so sometimes I really don't wish to see you yet dying inside my heart to see you #weirdbuttrue. I'm really curious what's going through your mind sometimes.. It seems like our break up doesn't affect you at all.. Whatever! Heart recovery project starts now!!! |